I knew this new thing was coming. I saved the date for it, but I’m not terribly excited about this new thing. Sometimes new things are necessary and not for fun. Cancer sucks and its aftermath. With that being said I am grateful for this life. It could be so much worse and I have family and friends that have been dealt a harder hand than I. But that doesn’t mean it isn’t hard for me sometimes, mentally, but I try to remind myself when I’m feeling a bit sorry for myself, it could have been worse and it could be worse. So Buck up!